Denial covers the pain of the past
A blanket over the world
Lift a corner
Don't be afraid
The world awaits you

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Positive Attitude Despite...

I’m not feeling well today, but I don’t want to forego my commitment to writing at least a little something every day. Since you are safe from contamination, maybe it's okay to share a little bit about this virus-of-opposites. One minute I'm sweating, the next I'm freezing. My head is full, as if preparing for a cold, while my empty stomach is giving the bum’s rush to anything I put in it. That's probably already more information than you needed... 

Tomorrow, my husband and I begin couples counseling. It's been a long an arduous journey just getting him to agree to go. Now I'm concerned that this bug will make it impossible to get to the appointment. 

Despite the discomfort, anxiety and inconvenience in this day, I am surprisingly optimistic. While I'm focusing on a positive outcome - that I will wake up feeling like myself tomorrow - I'm keeping the following quote in mind:
Happiness is not in our circumstances, but in ourselves. It is not something we see, like a rainbow, or feel, like the heat of a fire. Happiness is something we are.
By John B. Sheerin

4 comments:

Ruth said...

Hope'n what ever is bug'n gets a move on so you can feel better. I like the quote about happiness. Thanks for sharing it.

Desiree said...

I, too, hope you recover quickly and that you will be ble to attend your first counselling session tomorrow. Hold on to that optimism.

Evan said...

Hope that you get better soon and that you managed to get to the counselling session and that it went well.

Getting a spouse to be part of couples counselling is a big thing I think.

Gail said...

HI SHEN - i guess it is true, the battle is half won by just showing up!!
Love to you
Gail
peace......

I have something to say...

I have something to say...
Our own life is the instrument with which we experiment with the truth.
~ Thich Nhat Hanh

Codependency: As old as mankind?

"Happiness and freedom begin with a clear understanding of one principle:
Some things are within our control and some things are not.
- Epicetus c 90 AD

LoveYour Inner Child

LoveYour Inner Child

She holds the key

She holds the key

To personal power

To personal power