She is within, but tomorrow I hope to open the door, once and for all.
Wish me luck.
************************************Denial covers the pain of the past * A blanket over the world * Lift a corner * Don't be afraid * Your life awaits you*************************************
Huge step. May gentleness and slowness win the day. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you Ruth. I'm struggling with gentleness. Needed to hear that.
ReplyDeleteWishing you all possible luck Shen - and joy and love too.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad my comment helped.
ReplyDeletehaven't been here in a while. Your pictures are striking. Awakening.
ReplyDeletePeace, we all need that
Hope it went well, Evan.
ReplyDeleteThank you all for your comments. Evan - yes, it went/is going well. I have been bringing the eight-year-old home. With the exception of this adult self (which I most often think of as "me") she is the most fully developed and conscious part-of-self inside me. She seems to encompass all the ages up until age eight. She has been the guardian, the rag doll, the locked door and what lies beyond it.
ReplyDeleteSo it's huge for me to be bringing her home, and for her to consider coming into the fold of all that I am. I welcome her. She is beginning to trust me.
Fantastic news Shen
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